Pure

Like everything good in life, their happiness was accidental. They wasted no effort trying to unravel mysteries that didn't concern them. They were wanton and reckless in their desire for each other, often lying in bed late into the afternoon and laughing long into the evening. When they grew hungry they would glide into the kitchen where Eufemia would hiss at them and chase them back to their nest. But soon she would knock and, laughing, he would open the door and accept whatever she had made for them. "I can never know what you see in her." she would say to him, on the rare occasions that she found him alone. His moods frightened her but she refused to be cowed. "This is what I am." he would answer in a tone that made it clear he would listen to no argument. Eufemia made the sign of the cross behind her back and, of course, he smiled to see it. "You don't understand, Mama, and I don't expect you to."
When he was in a good mood the rooms they shared were alive with miracles and turbulent outbursts of pure joy, their spirits rising like the soap bubbles he made with his pipe, to burst as they touched the ceiling and fell to shower them with hope and anticipation for the future. But these days he seldom had time for her and his black moods served as a warning for the torrents of violent energy he could no longer control.
Eufemia explained her worries to Ennio but the old man simply shrugged off her concerns. "You treat him too gently, my dear." he would say to which she would answer, "I know what he has done and I am afraid."
Ennio had heard it all so many times before and he said the same thing that he always said, which was, "God's will is immutable." to which she had no answer.
Years later, long after she had lost him, she often wondered if it was true, that God's will is immutable or was it that she had simply given up?
And then, in answer to her question, she would hear the voice of Ennio, long dead now, and he would say, "Chi s'aiuta, Dio l'aiuta." and she would pray for the soul of her son.